Unadulterated Rage

Darkness swirls inside my peaceful thoughts

All I see when I look in the mirror is damaged goods

No longer wanted, desired, or cared for at all

These thoughts plague my mind into depression

Open me up into the depths of my soul

No hope to be found at all, all alone

Staring off into oblivion and hoping for a change that’ll never come

What to do on the top of my tongue

Laughs echo off the walls from all the doubt surrounding me

It all ends the moment I try

Keep trying and still failing

The cold seeps into the pores of my very being

My essence has lost faith and God doesn’t seem to hear my pitiful cries

The hours I spent praying

And all I hear is silence

Nothing, no reply, or any hope for changes

Darkness grows deeper within, no courage to fight back any longer

Just sit and fall

Deeper and faster into the abyss

No ending to this eternal pain

Shattering my soul, tears pour down my face and all I want is redemption

Hope or some sort of second chance

All I have is remorse and a deeper pit in the center of my being

All alone, no way out

No hope

No future

Just oblivion

Absolutely nothing to look forward to

Welcomes death

A true end to my eternal suffering