Darkness swirls inside my peaceful thoughts
All I see when I look in the mirror is damaged goods
No longer wanted, desired, or cared for at all
These thoughts plague my mind into depression
Open me up into the depths of my soul
No hope to be found at all, all alone
Staring off into oblivion and hoping for a change that’ll never come
What to do on the top of my tongue
Laughs echo off the walls from all the doubt surrounding me
It all ends the moment I try
Keep trying and still failing
The cold seeps into the pores of my very being
My essence has lost faith and God doesn’t seem to hear my pitiful cries
The hours I spent praying
And all I hear is silence
Nothing, no reply, or any hope for changes
Darkness grows deeper within, no courage to fight back any longer
Just sit and fall
Deeper and faster into the abyss
No ending to this eternal pain
Shattering my soul, tears pour down my face and all I want is redemption
Hope or some sort of second chance
All I have is remorse and a deeper pit in the center of my being
All alone, no way out
No hope
No future
Just oblivion
Absolutely nothing to look forward to
Welcomes death
A true end to my eternal suffering
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